Today....

I woke up this morning and did what I do every morning....reached for my cell phone to text a "Good morning" greeting only I couldn't because I am taking a month off from all that.  I have to admit that today I am feeling the pain of the reality of things more than on the weekend.  My heart is sad.  And I know that I need to trust all this to God but it's in the moments of pain that sometimes it is really hard.  But I know He knows my needs, my desires, my hurts and my joys.  He is in control and has nothing but good in mind for me.  I just need to keep on holding onto Him and trusting Him in the every day moments of my day...especially those moments when I am missing another terribly....He does work all things together for good even if I can't see the final big picture in this moment, He knows what it's going to look like in the end.