It's Friday Night....

...and I gotta admit.  I'm feeling a little lonely these days.  Oh I know I'm not truly alone but sometimes knowing that doesn't make being on my own any easier.  I've got the words/music "I'm Lonely....so lonely" going through my head.  Just that phrase.  It's annoying.  But so is feeling like I am. 

I know my life is a good life and I have so much to be thankful for.  Family, friends, great church community, good job, roof over my head, car to drive.  But yet on a Friday night I am home, alone, with my kids in bed, my cats playing down the hall and no one to talk to.  AND IT SUCKS!  I have a good life but I'd really like to have someone to SHARE that life with.  And yes.  I did say I was going on a 6 month dating hiatus, still am, but I can't help but wonder if feeling this way is what I am in for....for SIX LONG MONTHS or MORE!  But maybe that's the point.  Maybe the whole point of taking 6 months just to be on my own is to learn to depend on GOD rather than anyone else.  Seems somewhat elementary, I guess.  But is it too much to ask for Him to send someone my way to snuggle with on a Friday night while watching a movie, to laugh and cry with, to share special moments with?  Sigh....